has anyone felt like this?
I am 35, fit, got married 4 weeks ago to a really great woman who I am so in love with, I come from a good family, etc, etc..(point being I am not missing anything)..I started a business about 2 years ago, a medium sized operation, with startup at over $400k. The point here is that today and yesterday, I sat in the office doing nothing. Just nothing! Wasting time by myself, looking up stupid things in the internet...my business is barely cutting it, and here I am lagging. Sometimes just realizing I am afraid of life, and almost wanting to die. Can anyone relate? I am sure tomorrow I will get back on track, but I am in no position to waste a day! Why do I act this careless about my future?
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